Wednesday, February 08, 2006
y is it dat once u wan to sleep, the phone will start ringing non stop?? sigh. it is fated dat i do not take afternoon naps.
anyway. today calvin tutored me on A maths. sob. all the qns he gave me not even a single 1 right can!?! wat a failure. & i quote frm xavier: "shi bai..shi bai..."
haiz. i should drop A maths, i tell u. it is making me feel so..... wat do u call it? i dunno.
ok. it makes me feel like such a failure. :(
besides, if i drop A maths, dat idiotic bryan oei will have lesser chance to STOP PICKING ON ME. i do not noe wat the hell is his problem. not happy wif me izit?! whole day call me. he did it again yesterday. GR!
i do not noe y the hell i agreed to take A maths. ever since pri sch my maths was like the ONLY subject pulling me down can!? if only there was mathematics B, like there is CLB--the lower form (?) of that subject.
i am sure i will ace it. or maybe i can take normal tech maths! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!! fantasies, i tell u, which will nvr come true.
firstly, there is no way my dear mother/father will write the letter to let me take mathematics B.
secondly, there is no such thing as mathematics B OR an express student taking normal tech maths. it's like.... er... a special student taking normal acad maths or something. i dunno.
thirdly, even if dere WAS mathematics B, dat bryan oei sure wun let me take one. last time he still said "cos u can do maths wat!" when i asked him y the hell wun he let me drop A maths.
ptui! maths has nvr been a strong subject in my family, & i tell u, i am the worst maths person. jeez! so dat will be the 1st & last time anyone says i can do maths.
arghhhhh. forgettit. i have decided to rely on: english, humanities, science, accounts & E MATHS for my L1R4. i used to think i could depend on chinese, but dat is no longer the case. on 2nd tot, at the rate my chem grades r going, i do not tink i can rely on science anymore. :(
"I'd rather be with the wrong person for the right reasons, then the right person for the wrong reasons."
anyway. today calvin tutored me on A maths. sob. all the qns he gave me not even a single 1 right can!?! wat a failure. & i quote frm xavier: "shi bai..shi bai..."
haiz. i should drop A maths, i tell u. it is making me feel so..... wat do u call it? i dunno.
ok. it makes me feel like such a failure. :(
besides, if i drop A maths, dat idiotic bryan oei will have lesser chance to STOP PICKING ON ME. i do not noe wat the hell is his problem. not happy wif me izit?! whole day call me. he did it again yesterday. GR!
i do not noe y the hell i agreed to take A maths. ever since pri sch my maths was like the ONLY subject pulling me down can!? if only there was mathematics B, like there is CLB--the lower form (?) of that subject.
i am sure i will ace it. or maybe i can take normal tech maths! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!! fantasies, i tell u, which will nvr come true.
firstly, there is no way my dear mother/father will write the letter to let me take mathematics B.
secondly, there is no such thing as mathematics B OR an express student taking normal tech maths. it's like.... er... a special student taking normal acad maths or something. i dunno.
thirdly, even if dere WAS mathematics B, dat bryan oei sure wun let me take one. last time he still said "cos u can do maths wat!" when i asked him y the hell wun he let me drop A maths.
ptui! maths has nvr been a strong subject in my family, & i tell u, i am the worst maths person. jeez! so dat will be the 1st & last time anyone says i can do maths.
arghhhhh. forgettit. i have decided to rely on: english, humanities, science, accounts & E MATHS for my L1R4. i used to think i could depend on chinese, but dat is no longer the case. on 2nd tot, at the rate my chem grades r going, i do not tink i can rely on science anymore. :(
"I'd rather be with the wrong person for the right reasons, then the right person for the wrong reasons."
10:20 AM